我的文采不算好
我的用词未必正确
我所使用的
只是我的感情因素
渗入到我每一篇的部落格
让我发泄洪水般的情绪
让我宣泄心中的感觉

近来惆怅于这世上的无穷竞争上
适者生存的道理
造就了抢的道理
什么都得去抢的世界
让我非常纳闷
也非常伤愁
因为去抢
不是我的本性
也不是我所喜欢的

胡乱写着写着写着写着写着
又是一篇部落格了

自己的热诚似乎正在减退当中，我...应该去保温，加热吗？

空间

近来，对空间相对敏感，不知道之前有否这种反应，前几天在电车上，觉得别人侵犯了我的“安全地带“

比较深刻印象的有两宗：

1. 我坐在电车上，有个中年男，因为没有位置坐，靠在我椅子旁边的墙上，可是却有半个身子悬空在我的正前方，他随着电车的走动摇摆 （像是没有什么骨头似的），可是他却没有留意到他已经侵犯了我的安全空间，有一段车程，他的摆动是如此的令我厌烦，我甚至心想：“哇，老兄，你总该不是想坐下我这里来吧？“

2. 同一天，当我在回程的途中，我站着，靠在其中一个玻璃“墙“上，有另一位大姐，带着耳机站在我旁边谈电话，用马来话，用英语。可是十足像个大姐谈电话那样，冰冷，简洁。可是却谈了整个车程那样，站在我的旁边，面对着我谈，一来他站的相当近，二来面对着我，声音直接"传来"我的耳朵，问题是，我想静一静，他却谈了整个车程。我得走开让出那片空间来换取个人的安静空间，讨厌！

不作无谓的揣测，不作过多的解读

Extra Miles

I am wondering how many people actually are willing go for the extra miles for others.. It maybe not difficult to go for the extra miles for your own family, but how many actually are willing to go for the extra miles for other people outside of your family?

Going for the extra miles is tiring, so most won't do, as it is enough tiring to go by daily lifes... If one won't go that far for another person who actually did it for the one, what meaning is left in the relationship?

But when most of the people won't do this for others, the extra miles that one does will make it more precious and valuable, because it is scarce, it is not common...

Today very tired.. feel like sleeping earlier...

This week has been a very tiring week for me. Not sure if it is good or not good thing.. the remaining days of the week seems to be as tiring as well... really wish to be away for a while... to recharge, or battery will run low very soon...