Sick... still...

Too long never have a running nose, have forgotten the 'scary' part of it... initially i thought I've fighted and win over the fever and the running nose and cough is just a small matter... today still went out... but the fact is... this running nose also torturing me right now with a very irritating type of physical unwellness... Just now in the shopping mall, I once felt that I might just lost conscious... Really hope this sickness quickly go over!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sick...

These few days are fighting with a sickness fever that is developing, the process of sickness that is not fully blown but bit by bit developing is very miserable, at times much worsen than the sickness that is already happen..

But anyway, were fighting hard with the potential sickness.. Whenever I am fighting this, I will take whatever measures I can just to win over it, drinking a lot of cold and warm water, eat a lot of lozenges, guggle often, sleep alot, cool myself down with fans and aircon etc etc......

The end result is... fever maybe gone, but running nose, flu and cough are the by-product of it... My voice has turned deeper, more sexier I think~~

阴天之后是阳光的再次高照，
失败之后是成功的历练，
跌倒之后是另段新旅程的开始。

乌云离我越来越远，温柔的阳光再次撒满全身
温暖的太阳
在我冰冷的内心世界注入了一股暖流
也在我黑暗的周遭散发了一丝光线

太久没有动用我头脑里的华文词汇资料库，写出来的华文怪怪的，哈哈，不用紧，我自己还懂就好了......

突然有点想尝试使用广东话去写自己的部落格，“揾日”一定要这样做... 哈哈

一无所有时......

曾听教会的领袖说: 当我们一无所有的时候,其实最后剩下的只是和周遭人的各种感情.

今天,当我再次遭遇各类朋友 "放假" 的喾境的时候, 我心中思考着这个问题: 当我在各种感情上也一无所有的时候,我所剩下的又是什么呢? 突然有种很深很深的感触, 原来我只剩下与神的一份誓约, 一份我从来也不甚在乎的誓约, 却骇然之间给了我空洞的心坎里注入了一种无法言喻的安慰和支持 。 在我脑海里不断打转的是神的誓约， 一份我已经无法确定自己是否还可以拥有的誓约。或许如今还值得我去在意的也只剩下这份誓约了......

心境很复杂，心情很飘忽，心胸很郁闷，心态很疲倦，真的很想让这情绪的阴天可以尽快成为过去 ......

霓虹灯

曾几何时
我爱上了在半空中了望都市下的霓虹灯
千盏万点的霓虹灯争相在空寂的夜晚释出各自的光芒
骇然发现, 原来普普通通的霓虹灯
原来也有它那么醉人的一面

油然而生的念头
当个平凡的背包客
使用自己的双脚
到地球的各个角落
去看,去问,去感受
看看当地的霓虹灯
问问当地的风土人情
感受当地的生活步调
顺道留下自己淡淡的足迹......

我相信人的内心世界可以通过
文字的抒发,
书法的挥毫,
棋子的布局
歌声的共鸣
窥探一二

知我者在哪儿?

Drink Drank Drunk

Today went BBQ with some of the colleagues from the workplace.. Given 9 people going, but the colleague who prepare for food have prepared portion that is enough to feed 18 people I believe.. so much... But honestly speaking, the food he prepared is of many different varieties, and off course that made the food part of the BBQ not boring...

They brought liqour and red wine, and as someone who have never join the group for a drink before, I become one of the targets that they keep on finding reasons (excuses) to feed me with the alcoholic drink....

But actually I also hope to try some liquor as I never drink before (except for the incident during childhood days when I and my friend drink X.O. which is left behind in his parents' room).. Ok, not bad... Hahahaha~~

My physical body is much better than my initial expectation today after the night
jogging last night, and today I feel quite awake as compared to those days before the
night jog.. I am wondering if it is because today is Friday and I am waiting for
tomorrow to have off?? Not sure.. But today in terms of meal in-take seems like also
under control also... (in fact today quite easily felt hungry but still not taking in
too much, am I consuming too much energy last night??)

But I still have body ache especially at my legs' and arms' muscles part. Suddenly
feel like running again, and playing some other sports too, if not got the body ache,
I think tonight I would have another night run alone again. I think it will take me
2~3 days at least to recover from the body ache. Really hope that this round I can
grasp hold on the momentum to jogging. I seriously need to lose out much weights..

My boss has come back from Cambodia and gave me a call to ask if everything is ok in
the office while he was away...

Seriously I started to have this consideration whether I should request for a put
down of my leadership role to one of the groups under him after 1.5 years of
leadership. I just felt that I am losing my drive to be in the role. I rather being
assigned specific task to do and then just do than having too much freedom to
decide I want to do.. I just run out of ideas on what I should do... I think I will
make a decision shortly.

Hm.. Tomorrow BBQ time with my colleagues. Finally after so long. But I am quite
disappointed also that many others are not join. My good buddy in office KarWei is
not last minutes not able to join, our youngest colleague YewHun not joining, our
dear Thai friends Vee and Athip are both not in also... Feel that if they were around
it will be even more fun...

Looking forward to it nonetheless...