My character...

These few days don't have inspiration to blog much stuff...

Anyway, sometimes when people has lost its momentum on something, some people refered it as "fire" , it is sometimes very hard to gain it back... But thank God, I believe I am gaining back the 'fire' day by day on things that I have lost momentum to previously...

Finally have had a chance to meet Jordan again.. It has been so long until I've forgotten how he is like. But basically he does not change much, still very steady person, easily gain trust type of personality. By the way, I tend to get closer to this type of people more, maybe because they give me impression that they are trustworthy friends ba.. then off course trustworthy friends are nice to have and never have enough, however, also need to be careful to think that everyone is a trustworthy friends...

I was a very clear boundary person since young, in the past, my world only have black and white. Right means right, wrong is wrong... And I am quite direct person to pinpoint the black items, without mercy (as I was monitor of class, prefect of schools). To me, truth and justice are top priority. I would not hesitate to sacrifice the friendship if I need to maintain 'justice'.. wow... and because I was very direct to do it, and thought that punishment is the only way to stop all these black stuff and so always taking such an approach or taking actions lead to such an outcome to others people in the 'black' region, so off course end result is I am not a very welcome person to most people.

This character does not change much up to the uni days, or even up to 3 months ago. But very amazing things happen to me in the past 1~2 months...

My mindset suddenly start to change. I start to understand the importance of human interaction skill. I start to think that it is a must-have skill in life. I suddenly start having the interest to work with all sort of people. My believe shifted from "It is worthy to work with this people, it is not worthy to work that that person" to now "it is worthy to work with different people with different ways"... Does not mean I agree with the ways of some people doing things, but at least I am no longer want to deal with them using the harsh way or hard way, of which I was doing in the past, even few months back I still behave the harsh way to some people.

All this change just take place, comes by suddenly. Thank God to place me in this workplace, this is definately a training ground for human-human interaction. But more, I thank God to place a mindset of change into me to live towards to the new mindset of which to want to work with different people, even with those that I may not agree their ways of handling stuff...

Hm.. is this called maturing???? Should I celebrate???