Wednesday, October 29, 2008

It has been a while I've not been blogging anything, even though at times I feel I have a lot to say, may it be funny stuff, boring stuff, exciting stuff, sad stuff or so...

First of all, I am really looking forward that the MRT station that is 50 steps away from my house will quickly complete, it will be much much more convenient to go out for me after this station completed.. By the way, have you seen a mobile bus stop before?? In order for the MRT station construction to carry out, I saw a mobile bus stop at the place where I stay... Mobile because it can be the case where in the morning the bus stop is located at location X, and then in the evening when I was back from work, the bus stop has been moved to 10 steps away, and then 2 days later moved back to location X out of sudden... Actually both bus-stops' shelters are there, but I think the construction worker just hand-carry the bus stand from here to there and there to here, and the bus driver just stop at the bus stop where the bus stand is being hand carried to... So mobile...

2 days ago, my heart is filled with the mindset of being humbled. In the past, I don't quite understand what is meant by humbleness that those pastors are talking about in church, well, not really not understand, but my prior understanding is just very shallow... 2 days ago my mind is thinking about what is meant by humbleness again... I realized being humble is being teachable, being humble is being open and ready to learn, learn in a way that is no objection, that is with full willing heart... I learnt this through contrasting what is pride, for the past X months, my heart is prideful, prideful in the sense that I no longer open, no longer hearing, no longer teachable, no longer willing, but now.. heart is brought down back at least a bit, to a level that is open again I think...

It takes life time to learn how to live better life, and how to be better person. I admit that I have a lot of shortfall in characters, mindset is there for me to think about changing some part of my life... be it successful or not, at least I have tried before. Life is about taking risk, just a matter of whether we risk for the right things or risk for the wrong things.. don't you think so?