Monday, December 29, 2008

Sick... still...

Too long never have a running nose, have forgotten the 'scary' part of it... initially i thought I've fighted and win over the fever and the running nose and cough is just a small matter... today still went out... but the fact is... this running nose also torturing me right now with a very irritating type of physical unwellness... Just now in the shopping mall, I once felt that I might just lost conscious... Really hope this sickness quickly go over!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sick...

These few days are fighting with a sickness fever that is developing, the process of sickness that is not fully blown but bit by bit developing is very miserable, at times much worsen than the sickness that is already happen..

But anyway, were fighting hard with the potential sickness.. Whenever I am fighting this, I will take whatever measures I can just to win over it, drinking a lot of cold and warm water, eat a lot of lozenges, guggle often, sleep alot, cool myself down with fans and aircon etc etc......

The end result is... fever maybe gone, but running nose, flu and cough are the by-product of it... My voice has turned deeper, more sexier I think~~

Saturday, December 27, 2008

阴天之后是阳光的再次高照,
失败之后是成功的历练,
跌倒之后是另段新旅程的开始。

乌云离我越来越远,温柔的阳光再次撒满全身
温暖的太阳
在我冰冷的内心世界注入了一股暖流
也在我黑暗的周遭散发了一丝光线

太久没有动用我头脑里的华文词汇资料库,写出来的华文怪怪的,哈哈,不用紧,我自己还懂就好了......

突然有点想尝试使用广东话去写自己的部落格,“揾日”一定要这样做... 哈哈

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

一无所有时......

曾听教会的领袖说: 当我们一无所有的时候,其实最后剩下的只是和周遭人的各种感情.

今天,当我再次遭遇各类朋友 "放假" 的喾境的时候, 我心中思考着这个问题: 当我在各种感情上也一无所有的时候,我所剩下的又是什么呢? 突然有种很深很深的感触, 原来我只剩下与神的一份誓约, 一份我从来也不甚在乎的誓约, 却骇然之间给了我空洞的心坎里注入了一种无法言喻的安慰和支持 。 在我脑海里不断打转的是神的誓约, 一份我已经无法确定自己是否还可以拥有的誓约。或许如今还值得我去在意的也只剩下这份誓约了......

心境很复杂,心情很飘忽,心胸很郁闷,心态很疲倦,真的很想让这情绪的阴天可以尽快成为过去 ......

Saturday, December 20, 2008

霓虹灯

曾几何时
我爱上了在半空中了望都市下的霓虹灯
千盏万点的霓虹灯争相在空寂的夜晚释出各自的光芒
骇然发现, 原来普普通通的霓虹灯
原来也有它那么醉人的一面

油然而生的念头
当个平凡的背包客
使用自己的双脚
到地球的各个角落
去看,去问,去感受
看看当地的霓虹灯
问问当地的风土人情
感受当地的生活步调
顺道留下自己淡淡的足迹......

我相信人的内心世界可以通过
文字的抒发,
书法的挥毫,
棋子的布局
歌声的共鸣
窥探一二

知我者在哪儿?